In all honest, right now I'm a hot mess. My heart is broken, I'm hurt, and crying nonstop. But something really important I've learned over the years... It's okay not to be okay. Yes, right now there is darkness but I see the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm still here breathing this beautiful air. God is looking down on me, smiling, and saying "Look at my fighter. Isn't she beautiful." He is looking down at you and saying the same exact thing.